Friday, April 11, 2008
Oh what the heck!
I debated on whether or not to blog about this, but, oh what the heck! With the recent events that have occurred this week(if you don't figure it out from this blog, email me)My feelings have been jumbled and yet,it hasn't been hard to have a positive outlook and just move forward. Lately, I've been depressed off and on and I just feel blessed this hasn't sent me down depression lane.
In the next couple months, there are 2 occasions that I can get dressed up and I wasn't looking forward to it in my previous state, but now, I have set a goal and feel excited. Ben has a party at Pixar where they celebrate the completion of a movie with tuxedos and beautiful fancy dresses in May. Then in June, my brother gets married. This is my third sibling to get married and would have been the third sibling's wedding where I would have been plump and juicy in the pictures. You see where I am going with this?
I admit that I like watching the Biggest Loser on TV. If, in a state of hormonal unheaval, I may be known to shed a tear. I love watching overweight people change their lives and look awesome. It's motivated me and I am even motivated to start running again! Two months may not be enough time to lose my ideal amount of weight, but it will be enough time to help me feel good about myself. And, that is all want!